Before You and After You..

The story that never told....

For me, love is something you can never play with, it involves heart, mind and spirit. love is the only thing that i found perfect in life... the only reason for everything... the reason for me to be a better person, to be a good friend, to be a good son to my mum and dad, to be success in life.... oh i wish i could change the world, i wish i could cater for everyone that i love... the fact is, i cant... every single girl that showed up in my life, i can tell, only few that i love soo much... i still remember my very first love, my very first hug, and my very first "KISS".... i wish i could go back to 5 years before.... i can change all of my mistakes and my misjudge.... i wish i was a better man before... but im not..... i cant please you, i never kept my promises... but i would be a liar if i tell that i don't love you with all of my heart and soul... i would be a liar i told you i didn't missed you every single day after you left.... and i would be a liar if i told you i don't want you anymore.... now, i have other priority, after you left, i found another girl that changed my life forever... she love me as much as i love you..... she inspired me to be better... i adore everything she did for me, cater for me every time my tummy ache, cook for me, cleaning my clothes.... and i can never break a promise to a girl like her..... now, she's taking your position's.... your past possession.... i love her so much.... we did everything together, and every time we were together, i love her more and more every time.. if i can choose between you and her now, i would say.... "i cant decide" im sorry..... there a lot of memories going on, in the same time, i need a "Wife" for the future.... if i have to choose "Sweet Girlfriend" and "Wife"... now i'll answer.... "Wife".
i hope you would be happy for me as much as im happy for you now...

Zack Visiting Sarawak

its a big world out there, and i'm out today exploring it.... :) fuhh... what a day.... very penat yet fun trip... after lunch, were heading to THE capital city OF SARAWAK!!! CAT CITY!! Kuching... :) yay..... tambang bas only RM2 lor.... hehehe, murah-murah(dlm hati, jiwa kacau). hehehe, we visit the world re-noun(sort of) INDIA STREET. People cikit today, and dont buy anything... (no money no talk lehh.... hehehe, as we walk along the famous Waterfront, we decide to take a ride in the infamous PENAMBANG A.K.A SAMPAN A.K.A Small ferry A.K.A (........), The owner is kind enough to let we ride the PENAMBANG all by our self!! (CATAR/SEWA/RENT) for RM35 30min, The "Pengayuh sampan" is quite friendly, we talk along the way(Pengayuh sampan/tour guide) hehehe..... its kind of fun, although im scared a lil bit(MUCH)... the "sampan" always rock from side to side like it want to terbalik... (there i go, showing off my FUK*ED up english.

Its a very nice experience though...... ehem..... we saw like, this man is "Berak" from a fishing boat! i was like!!! no way this guy is a Malaysian! since Malaysia accept many foreigner, dont trust me??? look at SWIN BU***.... :) as we cruise along the river, we saw a dragon!!!!!! kidding... :D

Then we head to Sarawak muzium...... sadly, it was closed when we get there.... its okay, cuz there's a lot of "primitive people" in the park at the back... (HAMES) kinda fun to see their primitive behavior...

And then, we head back home.....

scenery from our sampan!!

A BIGGER SAMPAN FOR BIGGER PEOPLE!!(Sarawak River Cruise)

do you know what this is???? Iban call this thing ANTU ENGKERAMBA, in english...... we call this ENGKERAMBA GHOST or Teddy bear... :D


Engkeramba means UGLY...
Ghost means Antu..

:D

Im Messing with ya.....

Gray Hair.

Dear blogger, arini i just discover my first gray hair.... i was like (OMG) cool about it.... take a break and relax watching TV (PO*N)..... this month i "stress sesangat".... im thingking to much..... sampai my head is sakit and feel like nak pecah... Gosh!!! i relly2 need some entertainment here people! (desperately)
im thinkin about a nice cup of tea (Absolut).... College is too boring for me now..... i dont feel like going on with my studies (apatah lagi future study, ciss... ada hati) in order for me to achieve what i always wanted, i got to be patient.... i want to be "kaya", like one of those computer geek, wait! what is his name again??? (pura2 tak tahu). hm..... i still remember my mom say..... "shy Shy Snail"- means, we must work hard in life... :P (dont bother asking me what shy shy snail stands for).
THE DARN TRUTH is, im getting older..... x lama lg mati.... i wish i could enjoy everything i done, makan pon i consider FUN.... :)i love to eat...... eat love me... :D

Zecharia's daily.

Baru lepas habis midterm.... my head is spining, still going crazy. not much to tell about today..... i only remember, this morning i "ngap" 3 bungkus nasi lemak.... and, kipas berasap... that's all i guess... hehehe... OMG!!! im looking forward to "absolut-ing" !!!! i miss that crap...



BTW... still can hold it till i have some (MANY) money (hope so)...

ok2, first of all, hi... im zack.... party goers and can be a party pooper (sometimes or many times), i like to read (liar), and the girls love me (mom)....
im a blogger from SARAWAK... IBAN, love travel and trying new things... most of all, i know I LOVE TATTOO and PIERCING so fuc*** da** Much!! enough about me!!! lets talk about the blog, this blog is about......me..... DAMN! im stupid... Gilo gapo.... well, i guess you will be enjoyed or throw up in the next chapter! damn my english sucks big time!!! so fuc* it.... hehehe....